requited-utterly

well, things have settled down with my parents.  At least, Matt hasn't been shanked yet. I Have Discovered the Wonders of MSN Messenger. And lots of caffeine because when I get to chatting on there, you'll never hear the end of it.   Beyond this wonderous discovery, the tech in my life has been nothing but heartwrenching.  Damn you, printer! I just had my Anatomy and Phisiology final today.  I'm so glad its over.  I want a fresh start with the next Quarter, one where I don't skip so much.  Once and a while, mayhaps. I had a wee bit of an emotional breakdown last Tuesday.  Working through it slowly.  I'm just really glad that I have someon

Okay, today was pretty damn eventful.  I got up in the morning and the lighting was peculiar...should have known something odd was afoot.   After juggling school work, piano practice and the final choir concert of Winter quarter, life seemed decent.  Right, sure it was... John, the one who always bites me and is thus the reason for a small, red bite mark on my left shoulder.  no, it wasn't Matt.  anyway, John announces before the concert that the choir should go out to the Ram.  Ok, sure, my folks would have no problem with that.  But I'd invite Matt to the concert and was going to go to the Ram with him. I'm getting ahead of myself again.

Real men are girly boys.  The only reason Matt and I have gotten along so well is because we're both a mix of the masculine and feminine.  He can be sappy and we can talk about feelings till 5 am.  Or he can be passionate and aggressive.  Or I can be domineering and masculine.  Say what you will, but Taoism is right about Yin/yang.  Each person has to be a balance of the masculine and feminine in order to work in a healthy, lasting relationship. Guys are stereotypically thought of as being run by there dicks, but girls can be really simple and shallow , too.  I know a few.  It's not pretty because, yeah, you expect them to be deeper than tha